I’m grateful for rest, relaxation, and a good night’s sleep tonight. The past few nights, I’ve woke up like I used to when I was a little girl, having a bit of a scary thought/dream. I haven’t had that uneasiness in a long time, and thought my dad’s spirit and reading Ask and it is Given had helped me release some fears. Last night when I woke up I had a new thought about what might be awakening that fear… if I truly reached my full potential and did great amazing things, even more than I ever have… would my purpose on earth be complete?
Maybe that is truly my deep-seated fear about my own death. Maybe when I sabotage my successes or procrastinate, it’s that deep fear that has existed since I was a very small child that is behind it. It makes sense since intellectually there is no reason that I am not where I envision myself to be, no reason that every dream has not been fulfilled, no reason that I am not always consistent in practicing all that I teach about goals, happiness, and life.
Tonight, I will sleep well. I will envision success. I will fulfill my dreams. I will be choose to be happier today.